One thing I'm sure of is that when someone--anyone regardless of his age, economic and social status--asks me the same question over and over again for god knows how many billion times in the world, I'd get extremely cranky. I would not give a crap of who he is. And while I can still contain myself, I'd distance but if the moron would, for a number beyond Einstein could identify, repeat the question or whatever form of speech is that he's using, I'd tell him in the face to shut the F up! It is annoying when people rehearse their thoughts out loud most especially out loud to you! Damn we know they're just thinking and it's themselves they're trying to convince of what they're talking or asking about but they just darn fail to put into consideration how much it bugs the hell out of us!
I hate feeling angry that's why sometimes I remind someone outright when they begin telling me something they already did or if I've overheard them tell someone else about it. I'd feel somewhat terrible after extinguishing the fiery excitement of the story teller but heck I can't forever do fake nods and fake surprises. 'Cause if I can and if I enjoy doing so, then I should have worked my way to being a Hollywood star for a long time now. Anyway, my point is, there isn't one person in my entire short life that doesn't irritate me or depress me. And each time I feel sad and annoyed, there's this golden-coated, pink nosed creature who just softens me. Trust me, I've tried drinking it off with nice cups of brown coffee or devour some chocolates to death or shove my favourite potato chips into my mouth but alas the coffee would just make my stomach bloat, the chocolate would trigger rhinitis, and the sharp edges of the chips would bruise the soft upper palette of my mouth. But this, the sight of Zeph, his extraordinarily cute face and his eyes which seem to empathize with me just makes me smile and speak a word again. I'd call him and he'd approach me, bend his front legs into a bow while howling. Whether I'd rub his body with my feet or my hands, his soft coat and warm body just melts my temper down.
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